I haven't really done one of these in a while because i thought i had better things to do but it turns out i don't so here I am taking a second to try and say something meaningful with no one listening. Chances are no one is going to read this because no one really cares what i think or what i say but what the hell i guess ill waste my time because it seems like a better idea then keeping it to myself. For one I've been feeling all around horrible lately, I've been working hard in school since the break so i haven't really had anytime to think about this till now and its sad when i think about and yet at the same time so hard for me to admit but here i go..... Life feels empty for me, its more than that i feel like I can't relate to anyone or anything and its dragging me down. I can't even keep a conversation going for 10 seconds before things get awkward and this never used to be a problem with me but now it seems to affect me more than ever, what happened.